in class bogging

Is done in secret....

I love my little "kick", as I call it. It lacks a camera, but does it's job well.

I have had a rough 3 weeks. My life has changed dramatically, and I have learned more about who I am. And I have no choice but to accept her. I'm not sure if I can handle the ebb and flow of life. It feels more like violent waves.... My life, my choices, are making me sea sick.

It's felt like a year since I last blogged. Since then I have stopped and started smoking again, had bad and great sex, and started a medical assisting course.



For the first time in forever, I feel the need to go to the gym.