I should be spanked.
I am not even dressed yet, and it's 1pm! I feel like a slacker, a loser. I should be revising my resume: adding useless information, trying to make it fill up the page. But I'm not, I'm blogging.
The more I go to school, the more I despise being on campus. People are just...weird. And there are too many places to sit.
I probably have more units than I thought I had to knock off. for some reason, that's okay with me. I'm scared to go to Fresno State. I'm scared of all the money, and all of the people. I know they will be better than me somehow- smarter maybe.
Things that I must do today:
Ride my bike.
Look over notes for the test I have to take in 5 and a half hours.
revise my resume.
I wonder how much I will get done.
I wonder if I'll go to work tomorrow.
I wonder if I'll ever get another job.
I wonder if I'll ever have sex again.
I wonder when my mother will buy a new mop.
I wonder if my coffee is cool enough to drink, now.
I wonder when my friend will let me play with her baby, again.
My worries come in waves...
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3 comments:
i was wondering when your mother would buy a new mop too.
take a photo of you with some of these words and add it to our community photo project. i added 2 pics of me today - see if you can guess which ones.
p.s. no need to fear fresno state.
we should be better friends.
stop feeling inadequate, you have much more potential than you give yourself credit for. :)
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