I Get It.

I don't have the energy for any more words. I'm just so tired. I just can't deal with... anymore words.

Almost everyday, everything just seems too hard. I think that I feel like giving up. All the way... I feel like if I stop for a second and think, I will do just that. I already have given up on a certain area of my life. It was too easy. It was scary-easy...

If I keep moving, and talking and laughing and texting and hugging, I still feel as though what is going on inside me isn't happening.
I can convince myself that what I'm feeling's not real. That it's my period...

Or something.